eLmO...my emo boy

Ignorance is bliss

It just never seemed to make sense to continuously argue with a point that's already dead. How many times have i argued with them about this freaking topic?!?! over a thousand times every night..they don't listen anyways...what's the point of arguing?! make them realize the point on their own. I don't freaking want to care about it anymore. Ignorance is bliss

woot!!!

Your Brain Usage Profile:

Auditory : 55%
Visual : 44%
Left : 70%
Right : 29%

Airra, you are mildly left-hemisphere dominant while showing a slight preference for auditory processing. This overall combination seems to indicate a well-working blend of logic and judgment and organization, with sufficient intuition, perception and creativity to balance that dominance.

You will at times experience conflict between how you feel and what you think which will generally be resolved in favor of what you think. You will find yourself interested in the practical applications of whatever material you have learned or whatever situation you face and will retain the ability to refine whatever knowledge you possess or aspects of whatever position you are in.

By and large, you will orient yourself toward intellectual activities and structure. Though not rigid, you will schedule yourself, plan, and focus on routine and continuity of operations, rather than on changes and disruptions

When changes or disruptions occur, you are likely to consider first how to ensure that such disruptions do The same balance is reflected in your sensory preference. You will tend to be reflective and measured in your interaction style. For the most part, you will be considered objective without being cold and goal-oriented while retaining the capacity to listen to others.

Preferentially you learn by listening and maintaining significant internal dialogues with yourself. Nevertheless, you have sufficient visualization capabilities to benefit from using graphs, charts, doodles, or even body movement to enhance your comprehension and memory.

To the extent that you are even implicitly aware of your hemispheric dominance and sensory style, you will feel most comfortable in those arenas which emphasize verbal skills and logic. Teaching, law, and science are those that stand out among the professions, along with technical sales and management.

Do you use your left or right hemisphere more? Discover the role of left-brain/right-brain plays in your personality.

shit....

I'm hating myself right now, there is a huge possibility (no wait, not possibility, more like 99.9% chance) that I will fail subjects which carry a heavy percentage in my card. I know that i will fail CHEMISTRY, TRIGONOMETRY, ENGLISH, FILIPINO! TAE! ano nanaman ba pinagagagawa ko?!?! pchix, baka bumagsak ako ng lahat ng yan argh pucha inis na inis ako sa sarili ko, ung chem pa baka 40+ or below lang ako, natatakot na ako sobra! shit talaga! this is the first time na natakot ako ng ganito, this is the first time na nag-alangan ako samga subjects nayan shit talaga....natatakot na ako, ayokong bmgsak, mapapatay ako ng nanay ko! shit shit shit shit shit....pano na kung bumagsak ako sa lahat ng subjects na yan? hindi na ako papayagan magbatch officer ever shit talaga airra, ang talino mo kasi! grarrr! putix talga gad............

ayokong bmagsak, ayokong bmgsak sa mg subjects nayan, nabbwsit ako!!!!!!!!

touchmenot

redemption

i thought that i had failed miserably but somehow this year i feel inspired by my mistakes, to correct every mistake that i had before, and i'm loving this feeling, i want to reprove myself and i'm starting now, i want to show people that i really can do it. i know i can. i can feel it!

i have never felt this way for a really really long time and so far i'm loving it, i love the idea that i still have a chance to do and correct the mistakes that i did, and i don't know why but i suddenly feel so competitive, so inspired, so....like the old me... i found my purpose, i'm finally rid of those things that make my heart sink, i feel like a million bucks at last i feel so free!

goodbye....?

for my kiddos during our china tour....

i will miss you....

........................................................alot more than you think I would.......................................................

the times we spent was one of the greatest moments that i had in my whole life..the only thing that i regret is why we didn't have more time together....I love you guys...

xoxo
Airra