touch me not......

I often get hurt because of the people who come and go....Don't get me wrong, its not that I regret having met these people in my life, because believe me, I had the best times of my life with them...its just that I get too attached to these people and it hurts when they leave...I know that its natural for people to come and go...after all, nothing lasts forever...and that's just it... I always wish that I can do something to make them stay, but sadly, I can't....

I wanted to make these people happy...isn't this goal natural?!? but I couldn't even make them smile....and each time that I failed to do this...I feel so pathetic and I cry....its just so sad because the person that you once loved so much...the one whom you loved with all your heart is usually the one that gets away...it takes a lot of time to get over that pain....but truth be told, once you see them again, every single pain that you once felt will be back...

These people touched your lives but you still feel like you haven't touched theirs? Actually, you touched them more than they toched you...you loved them....you already gave them more than what you heart had to offer....

Touch me not.....

I felt the need to close my heart for awhile....to heal the wounds that bleed until this moment....until I'm ready....Touch me not.....