I seriously couldn't be any luckier....

im tired of doing this and that, i hid all my concerns, i never said anything because it was too painful for me to bear, i lost all passion and care, i'm sorry if i seem like im not there......i feel that i need a break from all of this...and i'd love to ignore all my responsibilities...but my guilt gets to me...so i decided to become like this......cold and to some even rude.......