a peak of happiness

When i saw her use the key chain, for the keys of the balls, a smile crossed my face....
when she posted my 2nd work in photoshop, with a caption "nice" i felt so happy...

why? because, she is the very special to me...she's always the first one to do the drills which makes her like the unluckiest person in the world because she's the first one to experience the first time i'll be throwing balls for that drill....which means i still don't know how to do the drill, i have a hard time watching her do the drills, i feel that of all my team mates, she's the one that suffers most...that's why i couldn't look at her straight in the eye or talk to her normally because i feel so ashamed...i could always empathize with her pain but never say anything about it...my glimpse of happiness ends when i see her teary eyed or so tired...

~bye!