disappointment...

I didn't sleep for 3 nights straight just to be able to try and finish the freaking templates for that film festival what hurts me most is that my mom got angry and so did our English teacher that after that freaking film festival he wouldn't even tell me anything but "excuse me airra, excuse me airra." talk about a bad day...I've been ignored by our teacher and later by my mom that day. I did my best to make those freaking video presentations, i slept at 1 and woke up at 4 am just to be able to finish that, but guess what, I didn't finish all designs, I only finished 7 of 10 templates..sorry, correction 6 of 10 templates...the next day after that film festival, my teacher sent me a message saying "I'm sorry you spent all those times working when you could have been resting"

Imagine that, what a way to make me feel guilty..i gave my best...i gave it everything that i've got, i gave up my break times that day, I gave up my sleep knowing that i was already sick, and what i got from him and my mom was nothing but pure disappointment..what a way to make me feel better, i almost cried that time, but i always held back my tears...that's who i am... i never found the heart to cry in public...